I recently applied to law school and am now at about week 7 of a 4-6 week response period from when my applications were received. I've been in limbo regarding the trajectory of the next three years of my life and it's been driving me nuts.
I have even been known to recently utter the sentence "I can handle being rejected, I just want to KNOW."
That's a total lie.
Being rejected fucking sucks.
It doesn't matter if you want it just a little or a whole freaking lot, to have someone else decide that you're not good enough is always a punch in the gut and one that I haven't learned to weather well.
The current tally: 1 maybe, 3 no's, 3 dunno's
I always try to be the rejecter in an effort to save my own ego (yes, I know this is generally pretty sucky of me, but at least I admit it), so not having any power over this process is really getting to me.
Eff this ish.
Monday, April 21, 2008
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What are the "maybes" vs the "dunnos?" Is one category the waitlist?
I'm officially tagging you. Read my blog.
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